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[23 Jan 2006|12:37am] |
I don't write in this journal anymore.
But I miss the people I used to know on it. And the good times we shared on it. =\
AmeYuki
Add this one if you still love me and haven't.
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[07 Jun 2004|01:34pm] |
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i NEEED TO DO SOMETHING
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[01 Jun 2004|06:41pm] |
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i have a new lj. it matches my blurty [which i just got today as well] and this one will be deleted, i beleive. *shrug* i adore history. and kamikaze. and i wanted my journals to match.
>>>> ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) xkamikaze_pilot
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| gah mixed |
[31 May 2004|11:02pm] |
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uhh jewl? sumn lying naked on the floor.....?? |
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i really wish i had friends
wednes i give a human reproductive class in bio [o0o0o look at me im smart]
i need to shower
my head aches.
i hasnt talked to jai. im really really afraid im going to lose her soon. or something bad will happen. i've lost everyone else but nick vanny jai and sam. they just stoped caring...
im fatally ill. gah. day 3.
periods suck. mine never bothers me, but its the concept. like it was slow like almost gone the first 3 days then it stopped altogether then today it was like super-de-duper. fuck it man.
i need to call him. soon. and her too. and i missed the movies. i need to make that up to him <33
i adore cody [as a friend] but he doesnt seem to like me back [as a friend]
my mom is leaving saturday for a cruise and i want to go see Kill Hannah saturday *cries*
nick will sleep over that weekend and make me pancakes or else.
i have 3 my little ponies and 3 sonic the hedgehogs x.X *cuddles with sonic* i dont really like ponies... ;)
i found out nick was on the boardwalk at the EXACT same time I was but we werent together :( he was playin ddr in the palace while i was playing cranes in coin castle/lucky leos/sonny & rickys.
justine and i almost got 2 guys numbers on the middle of the parkway LMAO. was great. we waved back n forth 3 time <333333
i got new clothes.
i hurt like a mother fucker
i need to bathe
im hungry... i havent eaten.......
i dun wanna go to school
i want to get married. like, now.
i hate my irl 'friends'
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[29 May 2004|11:33pm] |
oooomiiigoshhh
im dieing. a slow painful death.
and... it hurts =(
owww
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| i seen the word 'reunion' |
[28 May 2004|03:25pm] |
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green day - misery / waiting |
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i seen the word 'reunion' and i thought about if i ever had one.
nobody would show up. there is nobody to reunite with. they all have boyfriends. or lives. which i find odd. we once made a pact; we'd always be here for each other. we were serious. kristen gave speaches on how shed never leave her friends for a guy. we never didd. she has. things fell apart. our puzzle of friendship is divided into distanced clusters, and even the clusters of people are distant. there is no us anymore.
a girl in the school reported a LOT of kids to the principal to get piss tests for pot. and other kids of being abused at home. and stretched the truth about everybody else shes encountered. all the druggies are extreamly pissed and most likely will send her to the hospital. to each, his own.
to each, his own.
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[27 May 2004|05:34pm] |
i just want to hold you
i want to be held and i want to cry.
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[26 May 2004|05:54pm] |
but its only a dream.
the one i wont awake of.
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[23 May 2004|08:49pm] |
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everyone like... died on here :(
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[23 May 2004|11:19am] |
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kill hannah |
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-.- hum de dum
i am feeling less and less wanted in many more places now :(
i have nick tho... hes a bastard besides the point. ugh.
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| whores are fucking whores >.< goddamnit |
[21 May 2004|03:08pm] |
do this shit please :)
I _____ Coley.
Coley is _____.
Coley thinks a lot about _______.
When I think of _________, I think of Coley.
If I were alone in a room with Coley, _____.
Coley needs _____.
I want to _____ Coley.
Someday Coley will _____.
Coley reminds me of _____.
Without Coley, _____.
Memories of Coley are _____.
Coley can be _____.
_____ is how I describe meeting Coley.
Worst thing about Coley is _____.
Best thing about Coley is _____.
I am ________ with Coley.
If I could describe Coley in a word: _______.
Woot to the mother fucking woot. I miss you all.
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[19 May 2004|08:20pm] |
fuck.
OMG I TALKED TO CODY TODAY *dances* he never talks to meh. <3 i love my friends.
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[19 May 2004|02:08pm] |
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my immortal - evenescence / kiseki no umi |
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my computer has about every virus known to man. it doesnt load aol much anymore. and then it kicks me off and wont let me in again. i have to clean my hamster cage. my brother is annoting. my dog is eating paper. im getting sick of here again. i need to leave. i need a life.
nick cut his thumb badly. -.- silly ass. he had to get it glued back on. yesterday was my moms birthday. she ruined her own party by yelling at my dad after i did everything all nice and pretty. didnt see her again all night so fuck her. i try to do nice things and care but ugh. i gained 8 pounds in a week. i havent talked to anyone in forever. i ate chinese yesterday and got 15 pairs of chopsticks. monday i went to the ghetto and bought a 35$ dress for 3$. ill upload pictures later.
in case we never meet again,
<333 -coley
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[13 May 2004|08:24pm] |
there is nothing to do.
i animated romeo and juliet. >.< bored. shitless.
ugh
YAY FOR DANCE COMPETITION. my cousin is so great. i will try and take pics of her routines.
ok i dont member what i was gunna say here sides that.
<33
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| Gratuileren! |
[09 May 2004|10:55am] |
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morning star _ afi |
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woot. for the first in months [about... 7?] i touched my guitar! woot. last night i printed out a tablature for a japanese song [hybrid rainbow] i figured out that my guitar is horribly out of tune, my tuner does not work [due to a lack of a power cord], and i really should practice my bar chords more often. lol. jeez.
my breakfast was hot today. yum. as compared to the same breakfast only cold.
btw happy mothers day, to any moms?
ugh i feel so phat with an f"
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[07 May 2004|04:49pm] |
i miss the olden days of glory.
but i should not.
i have never meant anything to anybody in this area. at all. i beleive people have just felt bad for me. or something. since about a year ago, i have not done anything outside of my house with anyone but nick. and we only went to the movies once, and to the mall last week.
megan is [i hope] becomming my friend. we're pretty much clones. a lot of what we do is the same. and its like everything.
we need to plan mini golf this summer. or something.
jai should come here for minigolf. and bring any guest[s] she wishes to. like billy... lol. nah, but seriously, she should come. :) i am a golf fiend. i <3 it.
if it does not rain, i am going to the rec station.
my tummy hurts.
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[05 May 2004|06:39pm] |
when i was young
i always wanted
a unibrow...
*nods*
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| gahh i feel like killing |
[05 May 2004|02:16pm] |
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my hand. is twitching. |
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again. more. dead. yum.
im not in any mood for shit. my sister just called...>
her: uhhh nicky?
me: what do you want?
her: wheres oma?
me: over there. why.
her: can i talk to her?
me: no.
her: ...
me: talk to me i have the phone
her: tell oma i have to stay after for chorus and i am going to britneys after that.
me: did you ask her mom?
her: yes.
me: did you call mommy?
her: no. but i will when i get there.
me: errr
her: im not like you who never lets anybody know where they are and---
me: *click* assshoooollllee
i hung up. i do not need her to be my parent. she is two years younger than i. i hate her to death. i do not care. *manic grin* ha. i was frustrated on the phone as well.
-.- i am frustratedly tired. i will lay down and paint what i am to paint. grrrr
FUCKING BIRDHOUSES
the church wants us to paint birdhouses. they want sam to paint birdhouses and she made mommy make me do one. so she can go to tennesee. and i hope they leave her there. *another smirk*
i almost punched 2 kids in math today.
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| mutha fuck it all |
[04 May 2004|02:21pm] |
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nerve gas - matbob |
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GAHH I HAD SUCH a bad day. -.-
biology - quiz. hard. 50-ish
german - pop quiz. passed. need to memorize dialog >.<
art - am SOOOOO happy with the way my picture is turning out :)
english - romeo and juliet test on act 1. -.- >.< it was a bastard.
gym - was cold outside. we walked around a track 4 times.
lunch - started feeling awkward. =\ people shook me a few times cuz i zoned out.
math - quiz the teacher refused to reveiw for because yesterday an asshold made a remark and pissed her off. i failed that quiz miserably. i did not get one right. im so ashamed =( i left early to cry in the bathroom ...
history - we watched world war two movies. *thinks* it was called... Memphis Belle? or it was about that fighter.
UGH i had a fucking bad night and all those goddam quizzes today. i wanted to just kill somebody. GAHHHHH
now. fuck it. damnit i have to. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GRR i need to do my homework to make up for those bad grades. i havent been able to concentrate lately .... >.<
mat is so soothing. esp. when you take his songs for the beauty of the worst and realize its right.
i made somebody uncomfortable at lunch as well. i spoke only as an afro-american.
tonight i am getting supplies to make shit for mothers day. and i plan on bandaging my body for school tomorrow. hahahaha >.< FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKER
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